The truth?

At last some update - sorry everyone. I was really "busy" with so many things - personal matters, family matters, the projects, resume, bla bla..it's a long story.

After a few weeks in my final year final semester, I have something to share. These are quoted from my lecturers, and some of the speakers who came to my university recently. (They are not supposed to be 100% accurate - because I don't have enough "ability" to remember each and every words in order - here comes the matter of ability test)

"You will only apply not more than 10% of your knowledge that you learn in the university for your work - maybe maximum of 15%."

"Why do we have to learn so much in fact you'll only be using part of your knowledge for your job - that's because you don't know which part of those knowledge you will use in the future."

"You're unfortunate because you're the first - in the world of new horizon. Everyone wants to be equal to be different?. Don't ask your father, grandfather - because you're the first in the new horizon"

"Going to other company doesn't mean that you're not loyal. Most of the students who work for international companies said that after some years, they will eventually come back to serve for the country."

"Our education system has set our mind to focus on science and technology as the main subject - and does not really develop other intelligences that all of us probably have. We do have seven intelligences - some of us can master in one or two, some can master all"


And last but not least from Helen Keller. Who is she? Read here

"I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do."

Bila blogging hilang serinya...

Banyak benda yang bermain dalam pemikiran sekarang. Ada dua lagi paper final exam, dan paper yang terakhir tu memang sangat merunsingkan aku. Tengah risau, ada pula perkara-perkara lain yang terus membuatkan aku jadi tak tentu hala.

Dua hari lagi, akan balik rumah - menikmati semula ketenangan yang tak mungkin aku dapat di mana-mana. Bersama keluarga sendiri yang memang amat memahami diri aku, aku rasa itu ialah kebahagiaan yang tak tertanding nilainya. Bukannya aku tak menghargai kawan-kawan, tapi siapa yang lebih memahami diri ini jika tidak darah daging sendiri - orang yang mempunyai pertalian darah dan genetik. Aku sedar aku bukanlah insan yang sangat mantap dalam bersosial, nak dapat kawan pun susah. Bila dah dapat kawan, nak menjaga hubungan dengan mereka lagi susah. Ada sahaja perkara yang menimbulkan ketidaksefahaman.

Berbalik kepada topik, ini ialah entri terakhir aku untuk semester ini. Banyak juga persepsi aku tentang blogging yang telah berubah semenjak akhir-akhir ini. Sekarang aku rasa blogging sudah tiada serinya - menimbulkan konflik dan menggugat emosi adalah. The first time I set this blog up, my real intention was for fun, berkongsi kegembiraan atau mungkin apa-apa sahaja yang difikirkan perlu. I have never been really serious about things in here. Doing the tags, being emotional sometimes, sharing some of my personal photos, etc - all of them are for fun, or to express my feelings that I don't have courage to say in words.

I do comment on other people's blog, and sometimes it just came out spontaneously without thinking. It depends on what I usually said to the people in real life if I know them well. If I don't know them, I'll just make some simple and common sentence and not to take it too personal. But I do make mistake in my comment - mungkin ada yang akan tersinggung.

Bukan sekali dua juga aku mendapat komen yang menyinggung perasaan sebelum ini (ada yang sampai mengganggap entri aku sebagai sampah, etc), dan itu tidak pernah memutuskan semangat aku untuk terus berblog. Bila di dada-dada akhbar ada berita yang menyatakan blogger ditangkap kerana menyebarkan fitnah, aku selalu teringatkan blog aku. Ada fitnahkah di dalam isi kandungannya? Aku harap tidak. Mungkin jika blog aku sudah sampai ke tahap fitnah memfitnah, serinya sudah hilang entah ke mana.

Sekarang, mungkin sudah sampai masanya untuk aku berhenti seketika daripada blogspot.com. I'll leave this blog as it is (in case I want to come back later which I really doubt it), and I'll continue reading some of my friend's blog, tapi aku mungkin tidak lagi aktif untuk mengemaskini blog atau memberikan komen selepas ini. Maaf - for now, I want to say a lot, but I prefer to keep quiet. Mungkin betul juga pesanan "Diam itu lebih baik daripada berkata-kata yang tidak perlu"

Sampai jumpa lagi di lain masa. Selamat bercuti buat kawan-kawan.

#Tag 11 - Workstation

The 11th tag is from Miss Zaza. It's about workstation - here is the instruction.


Arahan: Snap work station anda. Then..taruk link blog kat bawah gambar work station anda..iaitu bersebelahan dengan link-link blog yang ada..tengok contoh yang dibuat nih..begitulah seterusnya sampai bila-bila, ok..sekiranya tag ini berkembang..pastikan akan ada banyak link-link di bawahnya..kalau tak..terencatlah dia..hahaha..lastly..tolong pas tag ini pada tujuh (7) blogger lain..pass lah pada siapa-siapa.

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That's it. This is my workstation after the "Engineers in Society" thing. I'll remove the tablet when I want to start preparing for "Reactor Design" later. Wish me luck guys. Tq :D

No one is going to be tagged in this one. Lucky you guys. Hahaha.

Tag #10 - About a person of different gender

I finished my third exam paper for this semester today. Two more to go, 12 days later. This is kind of temporary independence (\o/) for me - as a result, I can update my blog and my deviantart page more often. With or without independence I did it anyway. It is just a matter of whether you feel more or less freedom inside you, that's all. =D

I got another tag. This time it is from Kak Budu and Abe Orkid (terpengaruh ngn kak budu la ni..isk3). The tag is about someone from different gender. I will do about my sister, who is currently struggling in her final examination in UPSI.

This is all about her, so this post is kind of boring. Hahahaha. =p

What is the relationship of you and her?
mentioned earlier

Your 5 impressions towards her
I can give hundreds and thousands but I'll just put one - she is someone you can talk to when you have some problems but the problems must NOT be related to computer. I remember one day, she asked me why her notebook did not produce any sound, in fact she put her notebook to mute mode. Typical girl. =p

The most memorable things she had done for you
a birthday present - a diary with a key. I started to write a diary after that but when I have my own computer, I start writing in Microsoft Word and put the digital one hidden in my personal folder. The diary she gave me is still somewhere in my precious box. :)

The most memorable things she have said to you?
Something about me, personally. Not really something that I want to share publicly.

If she becomes your enemy, you will
I hope she'll not, forever.

If she becomes your enemy, the reason is
There's no reason, that's why I really hope.

The most desirable thing to do on her is?
I bullied her a lot together with my big bro when she was in primary school. Now, the most desirable thing to do is gossiping about someone/something over the phone. Hahaha. =p

The overall impression of her
Should I give a rating..?


How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Ask the people around me..why did you ask me?

The character of you for yourself is?
Quite, emotional, bla bla

The character you hate of yourself is?
Lazy, emotional, bla bla

The most ideal person that you want to be is?
Can I be one if I state it here? Hoho.

For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
I can't promise to care and like you back as much as you do, but I'll try my best *hug*

2 people to tag (sorry I have no idea who else to tag)
1. miss zaza

2. pitya aka hafizd

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
I saw his ym status "I'm single and available but not seeking"

Does this explain...

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
No 3 is a ghost, neither male nor female

What is no. 1 studying about?
Ask her.


Anymore tag, preferably about myself. Hahahaha.

Tag #8

Ingatkan dah habis berblog semester ni tapi ditag pulak oleh Kak Budu. Terpaksalah menaip lagi. Tag kali ni agak mendedahkan diri sendiri (ini sudah lebih dari mencapub) - jadi most of the questions akan aku jawab secara umum saja...and most of them will be left blank. Hahaha.

Rules:
1. the rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. each player answers the questions about themselves
3. at the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

name
nama diberi - mohd rosli
nickname - moroka bkn moroko atau maruku!

sisters
two

brothers
two

shoe size
ntah

height
170 kot

where do you live:
Kelantan, Malaysia

have you ever been on a plane?
dah kot

swam in the ocean?
berendam je..bukan berenang

fallen asleep in school?
time preparation class ada la dua tiga kali..

broken someone's heart?
i dunno..maybe more than someone.
and mine was broken more than once as well.

fell off your chair?
seingat aku belum.

sat by the phone and waited all night for someone to call?
perlu ke?

saved emails?
only important ones

what is your room like?
shared with my brothers - details?
go to my house

what's right beside you?
Acer and/or Nokia are always near me

what was the last thing you ate?
nasi + lauk - normal routine

ever had chicken pox?
x hengat

like picnics?
boleh la...

who was/were the last person you dance with?
...i'm not a good dancer

last made you smile?
..the moment I finished compiling PDP report
..it was just a matter of seconds before I suddenly remember that
I still have another report to be done!

you last yelled at...
..someone yelled at me ada la.

today did you talk to someone you like?
...?

kissed anyone?
....??

get sick?
....question is not accurate

talk to an ex?
do i have an ex?
...i wish i don't have an ex at all.

missed someone?
..not really

who do you really hate?
...why do you want to know anyway?

do you like your handwriting?
what's not to like?

are your toenails painted?
..wut??..painting kat MS paint la wei.

whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
..i like my bed.

what colour shirt are you wearing right now?
...it doesn't matter.

are you a friendly person?
..nope.

do you have any pets?
I don't - my sisters have

do you sleep with the tv on?
..i can't sleep with tv on.

what are you doing right now?
..what kind of question is this.
of course doing the tag. ask this question again!

can you handle the truth?
..the truth is very bitter..it takes time

are you closer to your mother or father?
..both..sometimes mother sometimes father
ok ok..most of the time mother.

do you eat healthy?
..nope.

do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
there's no reason for that

if you're having a bad day, who would you most likely go to?
at utp my best buddy harith
at home my mum

are you loud or quiet most of the time?
quiet..apa bising2 neh?

are you confident?
not everytime

I want to skip the following questions:

5 things I did 10 years ago:

5 things I would do if I am a billionaire:

5 of my bad habits:

5 places I used live in:

Right. Now I tag:
Anyone who wants to be tagged - go ahead



This is the longest tag I've ever done.
More tags, please.

Cheers :D

My Little Concern.

*Previous post is now the second last post for this semester. This is all emotional, if you don't feel like reading something not fun, please don't start.

Life goes on, and it is sometimes really troublesome. I don't know how should I put my thoughts all together here today but I'll try not to express that I am all about myself (in fact, I am). Ok, I am all about myself today.

Little things that I found keep bothering myself over and over, little things that keep wandering in my subconscious mind:

> It is not easy for me to build relationship with people. I guess I am not good in social life. I encountered several incidents in my life that shattered my trust towards people, which I think is not totally their mistakes, but some are mine. I feel terrible that I've not been taking care of them good enough.

> Sometimes I found myself wondering what the heck am I doing on the bed. Those extra sound effects, give me almost the same effect as caffeine. Why should I be forced to hear what I don't want to hear? The same thing when I am 'looking' at my chemical reactions, or the historical facts of Islamic civilization, etc I do want a moment of peace. And why should I bother telling others about this over and over? Keep reading...

> I don't like to explain the same thing over and over to the same people. If I have once told you about something, I don't feel like to express that again and again. (I think that's one of the reasons why I keep getting myself bothered) - I just don't like to express myself so much. If I told you once that I can't stand something, can you understand that it means I can't stand it forever. If I don't like to eat that particular thing that day, it means I don't like to eat it forever, not just that day. I'm really tired. And I'm tired...

> I'm tired of people judging. Judging is not constructive criticisms. Criticizing gives some room for improvement but judging gives none - it's destructive. If you don't know me good enough, don't say that and this (bad things) about me. Who are you to judge me? Yes, maybe you want to improvise me because I'm not good, but please, don't judge. A piece of sincere advice is a lot better than a judgment. Give me a room to breath, I'm normal person, I'm not perfect - do remember that fact.

> And don't judge me after reading this emotional part of mine - and don't bother to comment if you don't want to - I just want to release something in me today, something that I've been dying to release long time ago.

Wish List Updated...

I went to Ipoh on 22nd October with my best buddy to buy a new phone and a graphic tablet. My original plan is to buy the phone during this coming semester break, and a tablet next year. But I suddenly changed my mind.

Right now, I'm still trying my best to figure out how to use the tablet - it's a Genius, not a Wacom (Wacom is the best brand for graphic tablet) but I think it is good enough for a start. It's just for fun anyway. I hope I'll find some time to use the tablet later, which I really doubt it. Final year project, and final year design project have given me good enough reason to be busy until the end of the semester.

I don't want to spend so much money (above 1000) for a phone, so I could not get my hand on a Nokia N82. I ends up with N73 ME. Alhamdulliah, so far so good. Hopefully I can use this phone as long as possible just like my previous phone (about 4 years). I've discovered most of the functions in the phone since I am very familiar with Symbian OS - the same operating system for my previous phone.

PSP is out of my league right now because I found out that my interest in games has grew weaker. Does that mean I'm getting older, and more mature? Probably NOT. I still miss Marvel Ultimate Alliance game so badly, sometimes.

What about next year, what will be my next gadgets? I would love to have a new Canon/Nikon DSLR next year. I would love to discover photography - showing the world through my own perspective through the camera. I'll also reconsider a PSP if I change my mind about games again later.

So many things to consider, huh? Surely, this desire knows no limit - the only limit is actually how much money in our hand and how we want to spend it properly.

Tomorrow there will another test (the last one),last class for this semester, another project report to be submitted - and next week will be the oral presentation for final year project I?? What?? Forgive me my supervisor, my work has not yet been growing so much.

Last but not least, my final exam will be from 10th November until 27th November - wish me luck everyone. This post is probably my last post for this semester. Until then, see you!

p.s: Good luck to those who are going to sit for final exam! Let us fight for our best :D

Are you happy?

I found these beautiful thankfulness words from my friend in DeviantART, and I thought it would be nice to share them with you here.


I am happy:

For the wife who says it's hot dogs tonight because
she is home with me and not out with someone else.

For the husband who is on the sofa being a couch potato
because he is home with me and not out at the bars.

For the teenagers who are complaining about doing dishes
because it means they are at home and not on the streets.

For the taxes I pay
because it means I am employed.

For the mess to clean after a party
because it means I have been surrounded by friends.

For the clothes that fit a little too snug
because it means I have enough to eat.

For my shadow that watches me work
because it means that I am out in the sunshine.

For a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning,
and gutters that need fixing because it means I have a home.

For all the complaining I hear about the government
because it means we have freedom of speech.

For the parking spot I find at the far end of the lot
because I am capable of walking and I have been blessed
with transportation.

For my huge heating bill
because it means I am warm.

For the lady behind me who sings off key
because it means I can hear.

For the pile of laundry and ironing
because it means I have clothes to wear.

For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day
because it means I have been capable of working hard.

For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours
because it means I am alive...


Are you happy? Whatever you do, I hope you are.

Tag #7 - 7 Facts (to MenCaPuB) about YourselF

Kali ini tag diterima daripada Wusna Dewi dan Kak Budu dan Burgers. Terima kasih kakak berdua - the tag is yet another opportunity for me to mencapub. Hahahaha. :P

Rules of the tag:-

• Link to your tagger and post these rules in your blog.
• Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
• Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
• Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

7 Facts about myself - Some Random, Some Weird

1. Saya suka makan - semua makanan saya suka tapi yang paling saya suka ialah masakan kampung. (sayakan orang kampung - hihihik)

2. Saya suka minum - semua minuman saya suka tapi yang paling saya suka ialah susu yang baru saya beli minggu lepas.

3. Hand phone saya rosak sekarang - jadi jangan telefon saya!

4. Saya suka tidur - jangan kacau saya masa saya tengah tidur. Kalau tak saya emo! Hahaha.

5. I'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy and Deviantart.

6. I'm not single ---- yes, yes..I'm not single

(tajuk movie yang baru saya tengok semalam. )

7. I was having a very hard time thinking of all the facts above!



I wanna tag people listed below so that they will be having hard time too :P

Harith,
Ahmd Thani,
Illy
Aalim,
Kongz,
Zaza


Do it if you have time - kalau tak tak apa.
No harm done. :P

Tag #6 - First Time for Everything

Dah lama ditag oleh Illy tapi baru sekarang nak buat. Sorry Illy. Sebelum ni tak ada mood nak buat tag. The tag is about "First Time in Everything" - rasa macam pernah buat tapi boleh kot dibuat sekali lagi since there are way too many first times. :P

I'll just copy her first times..yeah..yeah I'm a lazy lad!

1) First time naik kapal terbang
Last year - to Germany. About 13 hours of flight. Mak aku risau sebab aku pertama kali naik kapal terbang pun dah kena naik lama-lama.

2) First time beranak
Erm...erm...erm. Next question please.

3) First time pergi oversea
Last year juga.

4) First time duduk jauh dr famili
Form 4 - masuk MRSM Pengkalan Chepa.

5) First time keje
Tak pernah lagi - ada lah tolong ayah buat rumah sikit2 masa cuti dulu-dulu.

6) First time rasa diri gemuk
Erk..NEVER!

7) First time bercinta
Apa itu cinta? :P

8) First time rasa diri cantek
Cantek tak..cute ada lah.. Hoho :P

9) First time masuk cinema
2004 - Masa mula-mula masuk UTP. The first lucky movie is "White Dragon" ke apa namanya.

10) First time admitted in hospital
Masa kecik-kecik. Tak ingat bila sebab kecik sangat masa tu. Hahaha.

11) I would like to Tag :

Kak Budu
Abe Harith
Ahmad Thani

Sila buat kalau ada masa + mood.
Kalau tak, tak apa. No harm done.

Sekian. One or two? more tag to go.