The truth?

At last some update - sorry everyone. I was really "busy" with so many things - personal matters, family matters, the projects, resume, bla bla..it's a long story.

After a few weeks in my final year final semester, I have something to share. These are quoted from my lecturers, and some of the speakers who came to my university recently. (They are not supposed to be 100% accurate - because I don't have enough "ability" to remember each and every words in order - here comes the matter of ability test)

"You will only apply not more than 10% of your knowledge that you learn in the university for your work - maybe maximum of 15%."

"Why do we have to learn so much in fact you'll only be using part of your knowledge for your job - that's because you don't know which part of those knowledge you will use in the future."

"You're unfortunate because you're the first - in the world of new horizon. Everyone wants to be equal to be different?. Don't ask your father, grandfather - because you're the first in the new horizon"

"Going to other company doesn't mean that you're not loyal. Most of the students who work for international companies said that after some years, they will eventually come back to serve for the country."

"Our education system has set our mind to focus on science and technology as the main subject - and does not really develop other intelligences that all of us probably have. We do have seven intelligences - some of us can master in one or two, some can master all"


And last but not least from Helen Keller. Who is she? Read here

"I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do."

Quotes of the day....

Something related to me and you, to us...

Source: MyNiceSpace

You forgive me, and I'll forgive you.

I found these quotes interesting enough for my day:

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?


Yes. We have a deal. :D

Some Quotes...

Hari ini, masuk kerja balik setelah bercuti seminggu. Dah berkarat otak nak mulakan balik simulation dan report. Intern baru (Mark) masuk, intern lama (Azman) keluar. It reminds me of how much time that is left for me here. So sad thinking that I'm going to miss my good times here. At the same time, I am so eager to meet my friends and family in Malaysia.

Okay, quotes as promised: -

''I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you've crossed the line. It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don't know how you fit it on a map. You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, maybe there are none. Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself. '' - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
- I want to be close to somebody, but close is close, never cross the line. I learn and try to control myself not to cross the line. but sometimes I don't even realize that I have crossed that invisible line. Sorry, I too, wish that there were a rulebook for intimacy. Sorry that I crossed the line.


"People like talking about people. Makes us feel superior. Makes us feel in control. And sometimes, for some people, knowing some things makes them care." - Dr. House, House M.D. 113
- Don't we like to talk about people? Don't we like to feel superior and feel better than the others? It is true, sometimes, talking about people shows that we care about them.


''I don't want to love or to hate so much, because loving is as torturing as hating someone'' - Dae Jang Geum, Jewel in The Palace
- Feel like dying from inside as a result of hating or loving someone so badly? Then stop loving or hating someone so much. People make mistake, as much as you do, so don't hate too much. As for love, give your best love to Him.


''Words are too cruel; sometimes you don't even realize that they were cruel, but you can not take back what you have said. You tried to use words to calm the condition down, but you keep making it worse. At some point, words are too cruel that you can not even be forgiven for what you have said.They destroy love and care, they initiate hate and vengeance. The only solution is to keep quiet for some time and forget about those words.''


''Love, is not a matter of how much you love someone and how you are willing to sacrifice for the person. It is about how much your love is being accepted by that someone. Don't waste your love for someone who don't want to accept it. Remember, love is about give and take.''


''Quote, quote, quotes...''

Penatnya buat quote. No more quotes lepas ni. I miss my old diaries yang penuh dengan quotes. I miss my old PC yang penuh dengan games best. And I miss my family's old house di kampung. Lagu aku ingin pulang bergema lagi...tapi aku kena buat report dan simulation dulu!

Bye...jane..~

Regrets...and appreciation.

Life, sometimes is full of regrets:

• You like someone very much, but you don't have the courage to tell her that you like her. You live without any regret until one day, you know that she used to like you in the past, but it's already too late.

• You want to be close to someone so badly, but at the same time, you know that 'that someone' will be hurt even more than you do if you continue to be together. You keep your feeling of wanting to be together without regrets, until one day, the person is no longer with you.

• You want to treat everyone equally, in term of love and care, but you know, no matter what you couldn't do that, because everyone is different, and they also treat you differently from the others. You live without any regret, until one day, the person that you treat with love and care doesn't even care about you.

But the truth is, life is good enough to be appreciated:

• You know that even if you're not with someone you like, it is good enough to see them happy. Her smile at least will make you smile.

• You can't possibly be close to everyone, because not everyone would like to be close to you too, but at some point, you will be able to realize that it is good enough to have some good friends, rather than thousands of them that will become your worst enemy at anytime.

• You keep thinking that your life is not good enough, you keep wanting something more and more, but this morning you saw in the media that a lot of other people are suffering in the other part of the world. You realize something important here....

Enjoy your life as long as you can because life is short, and there is no reason for you not to be happy in that short moment of life. =D

Be strong...

Jang geum:
I can't go out
I am like the people who were abandoned here
I am just like them

I have been abandoned by the others
I have been abandoned by my colleagues
What did I do wrong?
I did not harm anyone
I'm only walking on the path i need to walk
Until now, I have been persevering and persevering
I have been bearing with all the hardship

Now I can't take it anymore
I can't persevere anymore
I was abandoned
I was rejected
I can't take this
I feel lost
I feel that I am floating in the air and I can't find my ground
What did I do wrong?
What did I do wrong?


Min Jio-Ho:
You did nothing wrong
It just that you have yet another wall
you need to cross over
This is the war of people

Perhaps the more credits you have
That wall will be higher and higher
You need to find a way to cross it
No matter how much credits you have
If you cannot cross the wall
Then all of your effort will be wasted.

Jang geum:
I don't have faith.
No, I have lost all my faith


Min Jio-Ho:
It is alright if you don't have faith
As long as you give your heart in all that you do
You must stand up again
I don't like to see you give up so easily.
You must get out of here.


- Dae Jang Geum, Episode 51.


Somebody, be Min Jio-Ho for me, please. =p

Quotes Lagi...

Q: Asyik quotes je, dah tak ada idea lain agaknya engkau ni?

A: Aku peduli apa..ni blog aku..~

Q: Blog kau pun, orang lain baca jugak!

A: Ada orang baca ke blog aku?? (dengan muka terkejut)

A: Ah..tak kira, aku nak buat quotes jugak...aku tgh bosan ni!

(Quotes bermula)

''Kerusi yang empuk, meja yang selesa, fast internet connection, bos aku outstation...akulah bos...'' - heard this from one of my old friend. Funny but true. =D

''Kalau kita menangis, air mata boleh kita kesat, tapi semangat jangan sesekali gugur macam air mata, kalau jatuh kita bangun lagi, tak boleh lari kita berjalan, tak boleh bergerak laju, kita bergerak perlahan, yang penting kita bergerak ke depan, lama-lama kita sampai juga ke matlamat yang hendak kita capai..'' - from one of my most respectable, unforgetable teachers, thanks a lot for giving me inspiration to choose chemical engineering!

''Kebenaran itu kadang-kadang amat pahit, lebih pahit daripada hempedu. Mungkin sebab itulah sesetengah kebenaran itu lebih baik disimpan jauh di lubuk hati, supaya hempedu itu tidak pecah dan memahitkan segala kemanisan yang ada..'' - just my 2 cents =p

''Simply paying attention allows us to build an emotional connection. Lacking attention, *empathy hasn't a chance.'' - Daniel Goleman, psychologist and award-winning author of "Emotional Intelligence"(EI). *empathy = ability to understand and share the feeling of another.

(Quotes tamat)

Q: Lepas ni kau nak buat quotes lagi ke?

A: Kau tak nak baca sudah! hahah..~

Begitulah dunia ini, penuh dengan pementasan dan drama. (is this a quote?). Lalalal..~

Quotes of the day...

''Love is wanting happiness and everything that is good for your loved one. Love is not wanting someone, it's wanting what is best for them. I don't care if she is with someone else, as long as she is happy. Knowing that she is happy is all I need. It's about sacrifice. I would make the ultimate sacrifice for my loved one. Not only would I take a bullet for her, but I would put a bullet in myself to protect her. '' -about love and sacrifice, too good if it is true!

''At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them... The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.'' - Greys Anatomy

''Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.'' - Greys Anatomy

''Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human. Maybe, we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate. '' - Greys Anatomy

I miss Grey's Anatomy show so much! When is the new season coming up? *sigh*..~

An inspiration

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart.

- Helen Keller, the first deafblind person that graduated from college.

Read the whole story here

Adakalanya sepi lebih indah...

PERLUKAH dipertahankan satu rasa yang kita pasti tak kesampaian atau perlukah kita pertahankan sebuah kehilangan yang kita pasti akan kehilangannya jua suatu hari nanti atau kukuhkan sebuah ikatan yang terbina hanya di atas keruntuhan semalam, dikutip dari serpihan hati yang telah berkecai?

Tatkala anda tidak mampu menjawab soalan-soalan seperti ini, ketahuilah bahawa sepi itu lebih indah. Ketika anda tidak pasti untuk memberikan jawapan pasti kepada soalan-soalan yang lahir dari hati anda sendiri, itu tandanya sudah sampai masanya untuk anda melangkah pergi. Kala itu sepi lebih indah daripada sebarang bunyi.

Maka katakanlah kepada diri, kali ini kita biarkanlah perpisahan ini, satu pengorbanan yang perlu kerana hidup ini hanya akan bererti bila tiba-tiba terasa kehilangan dan diperlukan, antara rela dengan tidak, walau kau lebih tahu tak ada yang lebih berharga daripada dirimu dan jua aku tak mungkin dapat melupakanmu.

Itu lebih bererti sebab adakalanya perpisahan itu lebih bermakna daripada satu perhubungan yang amat menyusahkan. Tatkala anda berasa amat sakit oleh satu perhubungan, maka adalah lebih baik melangkah pergi.

Katakan, “ Aku berhenti berharap dan menunggu datang gelap, sampai nanti suatu saat tak ada cinta kudapat, kenapa ada derita bila bahagia tercipta, kenapa ada sang hitam bila putih menyenangkan, aku pergi tanpa dendam, kuterima kekalahanku.”

- dipetik dari Mingguan Wanita, Motivasi bersama Dr. HM Tuah.

Just some thoughts...about perfection

Setiap orang tidak sempurna,

mungkin sebab itulah

Tuhan jadikan orang itu

pelbagai ragam dan sikap

supaya masing-masing menyempurnakan

antara satu sama lain.



Belajarlah menerima

ketidaksempurnaan orang lain,

orang lain pasti akan menerima

ketidaksempurnaan kita.



Dalam pada masa yang sama,

berusahalah untuk menjadi lebih sempurna.

Walau mungkin kesempurnaan

itu sukar untuk dicapai,

sekurang-kurangnya kita akan menjadi lebih baik.



Jangan hanya menerima ketidaksempurnaan,

dan dengan rela terus leka dengan sikap lama,

kerana,

tiada siapa yang dapat mengubah diri kita,

melainkan kita sendiri.



''Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib suatu kaum kecuali kaum itu sendiri yang mengubah diri mereka'' - 13:11

I'm tired of being sorry but....

I'm tired of being sorry but I do make mistakes.

So I would like to ask for forgiveness for those who I have hurt,
either intentionally or unintentionally.

I am a normal person and I really am sorry for my mistakes.

Some quotes that make me realize how am I being far from good:-

“in life only one thing is certain, apart from death and taxes: no matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions, you are going to make mistake. You are going to hurt people. you are going to get hurt. and if you ever want to recover, theres really only one thing you can say… forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. when someone wrongs us, we want to be right. without forgiveness old scores never settle. old wounds never heal, and the most we can hope for is that someday we’ll be lucky enough to forget.”-Grey's Anatomy

“communication. it’s the first thing we really learn in life. funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. or how to ask for what we really need.”-Grey's Anatomy

“What matters the most is what you think of yourself.
If there's something you really want, or someone you want to be the only person
standing in your way is you yourself.” - Shrek the Third

“It is good to be better but it is better to be the best out of yourself. Improving step by step is better than do nothing at all. The most painful state is when you lose all of your strength and hope to change. Remember that nobody can change yourself except YOU.”

"They say 'practice makes perfect' but the truth is 'perfect practice makes perfect'. They say 'be yourself' but the truth is 'be better than yourself'. Realize that nobody is perfect, and perfect practice will at least make you better even if not perfect."

“who gets to determine when the old ends and the new begins? it’s not on the calendar, it’s not a birthday, it’s not a new year, it’s an event –big or small, something that changes us, ideally it gives us hope, a new way of living and looking at the world, letting go of old habits, old memories. what’s important is that we never stop believing we can have a new beginning, but it’s also important to remember amid all the crap are a few things really worth holding on to.”-Grey's Anatomy

Some quotes and thoughts...

Kita hanya akan menghargai sesuatu bila ia hampir
atau telah hilang dari sisi kita.



Semalam, kenangan yang tidak boleh diubah,
Hari ini, realiti yang sepatutnya kita gunakan sebaiknya kerana
Hari esok, masa depan yang tidak tentu, bermula dari apa yang kita buat hari ini.



Kebahagiaan seseorang itu letaknya bukan pada segala apa yang dimilikinya tapi ia terletak pada sejauh mana dia bersyukur atas apa yang dimilikinya.



Hari ini kita merungut kerana kesusahan yang sekejap, tapi kita tidak sedar bahawa kesusahan kita bukanlah seberapa jika hendak dibandingkan dengan ramai lagi insan yang kurang bernasib baik, yang mengalami kesusahan berpanjangan.



Among those heartless glances, just remember that there will always be trustful and thoughtful care.



No matter how successful you are, you can't live in this world alone.



There will always be hope no matter how small is the light of hope. Don't give up no matter what!



Jangan dipuji sebelum diuji,
Jangan dikeji sebelum dikaji.



Satu sen yang benar,
Lebih baik daripada sejuta yang palsu.

Be strong...

Kenapa kita hanya mengingati Tuhan bila kita ditimpa kesusahan,
sedangkan Tuhan bersama kita tak kira kita susah atau senang.

Alihkan matamu ke laut, airnya cantik membiru dan penuh tenang,

namun hanya Allah saja yang tahu rahsia di dalamnya.

Begitulah juga dengan kehidupan manusia, nampak tenang, dan gembira,

tapi hanya Allah yang tahu rahsia di sebaliknya.

Sejarah,

yang baik, jadikanlah pemangkin ke arah yang lebih baik,

yang buruk, jadikanlah sempadan yang tidak lagi perlu dilintasi.

Setiap saat yang berlalu,

Pasti ada perkaranya,

Setiap perkara yang berlaku,

Pasti ada hikmahnya.

I have feelings, and I also have control for my feelings...
I must be strong to take that control.
I must be strong. (x1000)