Tuesday, November 25

Bila blogging hilang serinya...

Banyak benda yang bermain dalam pemikiran sekarang. Ada dua lagi paper final exam, dan paper yang terakhir tu memang sangat merunsingkan aku. Tengah risau, ada pula perkara-perkara lain yang terus membuatkan aku jadi tak tentu hala.

Dua hari lagi, akan balik rumah - menikmati semula ketenangan yang tak mungkin aku dapat di mana-mana. Bersama keluarga sendiri yang memang amat memahami diri aku, aku rasa itu ialah kebahagiaan yang tak tertanding nilainya. Bukannya aku tak menghargai kawan-kawan, tapi siapa yang lebih memahami diri ini jika tidak darah daging sendiri - orang yang mempunyai pertalian darah dan genetik. Aku sedar aku bukanlah insan yang sangat mantap dalam bersosial, nak dapat kawan pun susah. Bila dah dapat kawan, nak menjaga hubungan dengan mereka lagi susah. Ada sahaja perkara yang menimbulkan ketidaksefahaman.

Berbalik kepada topik, ini ialah entri terakhir aku untuk semester ini. Banyak juga persepsi aku tentang blogging yang telah berubah semenjak akhir-akhir ini. Sekarang aku rasa blogging sudah tiada serinya - menimbulkan konflik dan menggugat emosi adalah. The first time I set this blog up, my real intention was for fun, berkongsi kegembiraan atau mungkin apa-apa sahaja yang difikirkan perlu. I have never been really serious about things in here. Doing the tags, being emotional sometimes, sharing some of my personal photos, etc - all of them are for fun, or to express my feelings that I don't have courage to say in words.

I do comment on other people's blog, and sometimes it just came out spontaneously without thinking. It depends on what I usually said to the people in real life if I know them well. If I don't know them, I'll just make some simple and common sentence and not to take it too personal. But I do make mistake in my comment - mungkin ada yang akan tersinggung.

Bukan sekali dua juga aku mendapat komen yang menyinggung perasaan sebelum ini (ada yang sampai mengganggap entri aku sebagai sampah, etc), dan itu tidak pernah memutuskan semangat aku untuk terus berblog. Bila di dada-dada akhbar ada berita yang menyatakan blogger ditangkap kerana menyebarkan fitnah, aku selalu teringatkan blog aku. Ada fitnahkah di dalam isi kandungannya? Aku harap tidak. Mungkin jika blog aku sudah sampai ke tahap fitnah memfitnah, serinya sudah hilang entah ke mana.

Sekarang, mungkin sudah sampai masanya untuk aku berhenti seketika daripada blogspot.com. I'll leave this blog as it is (in case I want to come back later which I really doubt it), and I'll continue reading some of my friend's blog, tapi aku mungkin tidak lagi aktif untuk mengemaskini blog atau memberikan komen selepas ini. Maaf - for now, I want to say a lot, but I prefer to keep quiet. Mungkin betul juga pesanan "Diam itu lebih baik daripada berkata-kata yang tidak perlu"

Sampai jumpa lagi di lain masa. Selamat bercuti buat kawan-kawan.

Monday, November 17

#Tag 11 - Workstation

The 11th tag is from Miss Zaza. It's about workstation - here is the instruction.

Arahan: Snap work station anda. Then..taruk link blog kat bawah gambar work station anda..iaitu bersebelahan dengan link-link blog yang ada..tengok contoh yang dibuat nih..begitulah seterusnya sampai bila-bila, ok..sekiranya tag ini berkembang..pastikan akan ada banyak link-link di bawahnya..kalau tak..terencatlah dia..hahaha..lastly..tolong pas tag ini pada tujuh (7) blogger lain..pass lah pada siapa-siapa.

That's it. This is my workstation after the "Engineers in Society" thing. I'll remove the tablet when I want to start preparing for "Reactor Design" later. Wish me luck guys. Tq :D

No one is going to be tagged in this one. Lucky you guys. Hahaha.

Saturday, November 15

Tag #10 - About a person of different gender

I finished my third exam paper for this semester today. Two more to go, 12 days later. This is kind of temporary independence (\o/) for me - as a result, I can update my blog and my deviantart page more often. With or without independence I did it anyway. It is just a matter of whether you feel more or less freedom inside you, that's all. =D

I got another tag. This time it is from Kak Budu and Abe Orkid (terpengaruh ngn kak budu la ni..isk3). The tag is about someone from different gender. I will do about my sister, who is currently struggling in her final examination in UPSI.

This is all about her, so this post is kind of boring. Hahahaha. =p

What is the relationship of you and her?
mentioned earlier

Your 5 impressions towards her
I can give hundreds and thousands but I'll just put one - she is someone you can talk to when you have some problems but the problems must NOT be related to computer. I remember one day, she asked me why her notebook did not produce any sound, in fact she put her notebook to mute mode. Typical girl. =p

The most memorable things she had done for you
a birthday present - a diary with a key. I started to write a diary after that but when I have my own computer, I start writing in Microsoft Word and put the digital one hidden in my personal folder. The diary she gave me is still somewhere in my precious box. :)

The most memorable things she have said to you?
Something about me, personally. Not really something that I want to share publicly.

If she becomes your enemy, you will
I hope she'll not, forever.

If she becomes your enemy, the reason is
There's no reason, that's why I really hope.

The most desirable thing to do on her is?
I bullied her a lot together with my big bro when she was in primary school. Now, the most desirable thing to do is gossiping about someone/something over the phone. Hahaha. =p

The overall impression of her
Should I give a rating..?

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Ask the people around me..why did you ask me?

The character of you for yourself is?
Quite, emotional, bla bla

The character you hate of yourself is?
Lazy, emotional, bla bla

The most ideal person that you want to be is?
Can I be one if I state it here? Hoho.

For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
I can't promise to care and like you back as much as you do, but I'll try my best *hug*

2 people to tag (sorry I have no idea who else to tag)
1. miss zaza

2. pitya aka hafizd

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
I saw his ym status "I'm single and available but not seeking"

Does this explain...

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
No 3 is a ghost, neither male nor female

What is no. 1 studying about?

Ask her.

Anymore tag, preferably about myself. Hahahaha.

Monday, November 3

Tag #8

Ingatkan dah habis berblog semester ni tapi ditag pulak oleh Kak Budu. Terpaksalah menaip lagi. Tag kali ni agak mendedahkan diri sendiri (ini sudah lebih dari mencapub) - jadi most of the questions akan aku jawab secara umum saja...and most of them will be left blank. Hahaha.

1. the rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. each player answers the questions about themselves
3. at the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

nama diberi - mohd rosli
nickname - moroka bkn moroko atau maruku!



shoe size

170 kot

where do you live:
Kelantan, Malaysia

have you ever been on a plane?
dah kot

swam in the ocean?
berendam je..bukan berenang

fallen asleep in school?
time preparation class ada la dua tiga kali..

broken someone's heart?
i dunno..maybe more than someone.
and mine was broken more than once as well.

fell off your chair?
seingat aku belum.

sat by the phone and waited all night for someone to call?
perlu ke?

saved emails?
only important ones

what is your room like?
shared with my brothers - details?
go to my house

what's right beside you?
Acer and/or Nokia are always near me

what was the last thing you ate?
nasi + lauk - normal routine

ever had chicken pox?
x hengat

like picnics?
boleh la...

who was/were the last person you dance with?
...i'm not a good dancer

last made you smile?
..the moment I finished compiling PDP report
..it was just a matter of seconds before I suddenly remember that
I still have another report to be done!

you last yelled at...
..someone yelled at me ada la.

today did you talk to someone you like?

kissed anyone?

get sick?
....question is not accurate

talk to an ex?
do i have an ex?
...i wish i don't have an ex at all.

missed someone?
..not really

who do you really hate?
...why do you want to know anyway?

do you like your handwriting?
what's not to like?

are your toenails painted?
..wut??..painting kat MS paint la wei.

whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
..i like my bed.

what colour shirt are you wearing right now?
...it doesn't matter.

are you a friendly person?

do you have any pets?
I don't - my sisters have

do you sleep with the tv on?
..i can't sleep with tv on.

what are you doing right now?
..what kind of question is this.
of course doing the tag. ask this question again!

can you handle the truth?
..the truth is very bitter..it takes time

are you closer to your mother or father?
..both..sometimes mother sometimes father
ok ok..most of the time mother.

do you eat healthy?

do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
there's no reason for that

if you're having a bad day, who would you most likely go to?
at utp my best buddy harith
at home my mum

are you loud or quiet most of the time?
quiet..apa bising2 neh?

are you confident?
not everytime

I want to skip the following questions:

5 things I did 10 years ago:

5 things I would do if I am a billionaire:

5 of my bad habits:

5 places I used live in:

Right. Now I tag:
Anyone who wants to be tagged - go ahead

This is the longest tag I've ever done.
More tags, please.

Cheers :D